Friday, February 15, 2008


AH-MAZING; evening! fersherr.
kate and i were supposed to do this servey thing ang get 50 bucks for it, but they actually didn't need us so they just paid us our 50 bucks and we got to go to PFChangs, Anthropology, and NorthFace instead of doing some survery.
ohyeah we also got to eat gelato! not to mention our wonderful experience at the this cooking store where we got the fabulous idea to do a cooking video and blog it
Pearl District
Clique books
Uniquely cute clothes
video blogs
Nancy Drew
brand name

[[stolen from Clique. so obsessed]]

Saturday, January 19, 2008


long time no see! lol. anyways breaks over. back at school. too much homework, and not enough free time. you're probably wondering what i've been doing so much of as to neglect my blog so here the "scoop" i finished my highschool applications [major WOOHOO moment]and lets just say its been an interesting week, and now i'm just chillin on the 3 day weekend. i was supposed to go the movie with yella/katers/bella, but i had to go to the family dinner instead :[ ha. on monday it'll be the infamous boys vs. girls soccer game down at duniway. i'm not a "proffesional" soccer player, but i might as well have some fun(:
i really want to get out of the house tomorrow.. so we'll see what happens and i'll keep you posted.
remember to check out me and kates poem/video blog :]

Tuesday, January 1, 2008


we're a dinamic DUO.
yes i know your jelous C:
we've made our own blog together to share our exciting adventures.
and poems, and videos, and any other amazing things we find out that we can do.
kate made the coolest blog like EVER.
and i'm writing the best poem EVER for it
ahaha so you should check it out :]
AMAZING? to the maxxxx.
i needa get to my poem:]

Sunday, December 23, 2007

i really want to go sit in a booth at the food court with toni
and have her eating kentucky fried chicken french fries
and i'll have my chalupa from tacoa bell.
i'll steal her fries and she'll get mad.
and then she'll say something stupid funny and i'll laugh
and some drink will come out of one of our noses.
then we'll go to the commisary and buy a box of those chocolate roll things
for a buck.
then we'll go to the park and sit on the big red thing and eat them.
or maybe.
i just want to be really bored at home and hear a basketball bouncing in the driveway next door and i'll find some exscuse to go outside and play basketball with john.
and then i'll have to go inside at like 9:30 cause i do have a curfew and he'll make fun of me.
or maybe.
it would be wednesday and i'm at the elementary school office with bee and we're playing some games on the computer and she's forcing me to listen to country music and i'll end up admitting its not horrible.
and then we'll walk over to the church and run around or sit in the elevator.
or throw eachother off the hill. [hahaha. i hate that game. ]
or we'll go in the bathroom with emily, caroline, jaden, and us and we'll play that really fun game were we scream alot.
and then we'll eat that really good pie and go to class.
or perhaps
i'll just realize i'm oregon. and forget everything that ever happened and try to make it work.
which it won't work...


The pain you bring
the secret whispering
your hypocritical behavoir
its not in my favor
no words can defy.
the way you make me cry.
as hope comes you tear it away
i can't even listen to you today
your lies of, "those words aren't mine"
i hit the ground harder and harder each time.
when understanding is tougher than believing
your breaking, making, and taking me
who am i now for i cannot see
i need to know that i will not let your cruel words
make me
i am what i what i want to be.

Friday, December 21, 2007


okay here are some of my poems
i wrote these all by myself.
i don't care if you think they're bad.
i like them and they express me
so here are my best two:
cloud of confusion
regrets piling up
doubt filling in
hope running off
nothing good coming in
you and me forever to be?
not so soon
so speed it up... slow it down
glances across the room
mystery in the air
pounding heart within my chest.
is this for the best?
thoughts racing
pencils breaking
get me away from this place i once played.
can this be for real?
take me or leave me
but, please don't break me.

The Two of Us
the truth of youit isn't blue
you and me
its what you can't see.
we know its there.
thats all we need.
you are the one thing that completes me.

Monday, December 17, 2007


i've gotten OH SO MUCH.
on my speach! YAY MEE.
anyways. thats like the best part of the day.
i got 242 on my TESSA test thingy.. i thought it was easy too bad i didn't get them ALL right.
oh well i didn't over exceeding which is FINE by me :]
i'm pretty confussed right now, but thats not for you to worry about.
just when drama is over. lets start it all back up again
& this time its for the better. ...
or is it?

i've got ohsomuch more to do.